tats bruv TATS!.

I've decided i wanted to get a tattoo..

and theres no really deep meaningful reason for it.. i just feel that ive thought about it for a loooooooooooong time and that im ready to do it.. so ive been fishing the internet for ideas of what style i want..

and the three main ideas i want to get is..

A stag on the wrist..

loving the colour and style in this.. 

i also want a fox on the other wrist.. 

and also i want the deathly hallows mark on my neck.. back of my neck..

                                  

and also i want to get an owl somewhere.. 

wow.. 

i want alot.. 

i need to find out how much this will cost..

time to save up! ;)

peony yip

Found these illustrations while wondering the net, absolutely love them.. 

wish i could draw like this.. 

i love how the people underneath faces look almost like the animal itself, and how they almost blend together.. 

Love and The Hunger games

Loving this song for the hunger games, and I love Taylor swift.. so relaxing.. ahhhh can't WAIT for the hunger games gonna be running onto the train from Manchester to see it with my bestie at home in London! EXCITEMENT.

Testing, testing..

er.. kinda just doing a test blog.. 

 

And seeing if it all links up and stuffs..

here's a picture of a kitten..

List of things i need....

Im at that point of the term where i have £40 pounds in my account to last me for the next two weeks, 

which will probably involve me being dragged out by flat mates at least once a week, even more if i'm feeling in the giving into peer pressure mood. 

And i have to go visit one of my besties in Lancaster because he'd kill me if i didn't

 and he did come and see my dirty cave i call a home while in manchester studying.

 So it means money spent that i don't have, 

and all i want to do it roll around in craft materials, 

and i cannot wait until i can dig into my loan after easter and buy myself the things i REALLY NEED, 

unlike the mass amounts of Primark clothing that i've been buying stupidly.. 

ALTHOUGH.. 

my bursay came in and i happily bought myself this pretty awesome sewing machine;

i love it.. its red and awesome and ive got loads of crafty things in my head i just wanna unleash onto this beautiful beast of a machine..

so things i want/need to buy:

• A Glue Gun (i definitely need i've been lost without one in uni, damn it!)
• Fabrics, loads of scrap fabrics (raid some nice second hand shops thank you.!)
• Metal letter stamps,(i really want to make some nice jewelry)
• Threads (although this can be stole from uni stock.. but shhhh...)
• Paint brushes
• Sketchbook or two..
• Beads.
• Elastic Threads
• Chalk Paint.

Now back to my addiction of browsing the craft section of StumpleUpon..

LOVE IT.

Art.

I really need to stop saying im gonna start again and then forget..

but ive been all caught up in my uni work its all ARG! 

but apart from stressing from my project.. i love it, i can never ever really give up art, and taking textile and getting this far is amazing i cant believe last year i was sitting thinking about what the fuck i was gonna be doing next and even if i wanted to go to Uni, thats how lost i was about the whole situation.

but i got here all the way in manchester and as much as i miss my family, and as much as i wanna kill my flat mates and everyone who makes noise in halls at 4am. I wouldn't change it for anything.. its all part of the experience and i love the freedom, although the amount of times ive gone home is ridiculous but i can resist my family and home is a nice place now, not connected to the stress of work or school, or uni now so i can see why i always want to be there.. but im having fun, ive sorted myself out for next year, and it should be better, and i need to start to get out more, my complete and utter shyness annoys the hell out of my but im determined to get over it one step at a time. :) 

if you want to check out my work that im doing in uni, go ahead be my guest! 

http://1073016558.blogspot.com/

I hope i will be able to create things for the rest of my life, 

and remember,

"The Earth Without ART, Is just Eh"

 and in my case, that is very much true.

My new addiction and distraction from any kinda of work

I found myself half listening to my flatmate say something about 

"(mumble mumble)...

new thing im wathcing...

(mumble mumble).. 

new... something.. its really good.. (mumble)...watch it"

I was half asleep okae! couldnt help it i was trying to get into my room but ended up being cornered into a coversation so yes.

Anyways ended up figuring out she was talking about this new series new girl.. and ive oly just started watch it and oh my .. as my guy flatmate tends to say everytime theres a hot girl on the tv and i meaaaan every single fecking time i want zoey daschenel in and around my mouth because; 

no.1 she is hot and if i was a guy... and the same age... i would be on it like sonic but im not so im gonna stick to girly apprecation. 

no.2 is that her character jess, is so adorable nerdy, i want her as a best friend now.. i would be forever amused by her quirkyness.. 

and 3. her names jess.. and im jess and everytime she makes a theme tune for herself im like 

"YES I HAVE AN AWESOME THEME TUNE WITH MY NAME IN IT!"

But yes lets just sy im gonna be catching up on some of this for the next couple of days.. 

New phone new blog new start

Gots a new HTC loves it still getting used to the whole touch screen.. but.. meh, practice makes perfect right? Now new phone means I'm able to Go anywhere and tell YOU more about the world I'm living and all my adventures! Like Carey bradshaw enlighting the world one word at a time and hopefully listening to the ramblings of a 19-turning-20-year old will be enough to hopefully entertain you and many others!

Wish me luck!

x

Thank you America

For making stuff like mtn drew lip balm which is so tasty nom nom nom nom.... Going to see one day tonight with korien. Wondering if her yorkshire accent is good or not.. I really need to read the book..:) peace out!

Silversun Pickups - Panic Switch

found this song on the sucker punch trailer..

and after listening to the whole thing.. LOVES IT!

Okae People! on the 26th of march 2011 at 8.30pm will be

Earth Hour

And we all need to pitch in and turn all your lights and everything electrical in your house off!! USE CANDLES! and help the environment, everyones doing their part.. i sure am! im going to go down to central london and see all the light go off! so hopefully this has gotten to some people ontime! :D

DO IT!!

Spread the word! and do your part the smallest thing can make a difference!

http://earthhour.wwf.org.uk/get_involved/tell_everyone/website_lightswitch/

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=182299491800419&ref=ts

DO YOUR PART.

X

Left 4 Dead = SSM (Slow Social Meltdown)

Random picture of the day!

(Complete GENIUS!)

Got left 4 dead a month ago..

and jesus.. it was a bad idea,

lets just say it took awhile for me to go back outside again i was glued to my Xbox and yeah.. the addiction got worse and worse loved it.. the gore it the greatest ever and it been the first time i enjoyed a shooter game normally i give up, but this.. no i was determined.. I'm literally playing all the hardness..eseseses..? except easy... because really? easy am i playing with a 5 year old.. but yes apart from the fact that i had a portfolio due in the same week i got it i finished it pretty quickly and of course i was Zoey and i really want to get l4d2 coz IT LOOKS JUST AS AWESOME.. although i heard that the first was better? but ah well ill still checks it out!

ahhhh..

well adios..

till next time. :D

x

Wow.. im updating..since forever..

Random picture of the day!

Okay..

since December.. (the feb post was me rambling..)

Well.. christmas was cold in france, i mean stupid cold and i was sleeping in the hallway in the house we rented out my brother and dad thought it was funny to pull my bed apart and stuff me in the gap (i had two singles together..)

news years i went back to my homeland! the lovely and wonderful Netherlands.

New years eve was awesome TEQUILA AND FIREWORKS my friends.. best combo :D

had my parents car broken into stole our passports my bros bag nothing too valuable, luckily a few days later our passports showed up at the police station.

came home later than expected, did college work.

Found out my friend is going on the round the world trip the lucky bastard, if i didnt have college then i would be there!

mainly been a blur of work friends and alcohol.

Oh and ive gone from this.. (blonde)

to this my natural brown blonde colour no one could understand

(Me with my wing women.. ;) )

also been doing this which consumed half my life for a couple of weeks.. tutor didn't appreciate me disappearing for awhile.. BUT IT WAS ALL IN THE NAME OF ART PEOPLE!

Nearly died climbing that tree.. but it was well worth it.. and the stared were great too.. LURRVED IT.

OH AND ALSO I HAVE A TUMBLR ACCOUNT NOW SO CHECK IT OUT PEOPLE!

even though it keeps crashing FEED THOSE DAMN TUMBBEASTS! (kudos oatmeal.. best thing ever!)

http://aventuresofacat.tumblr.com/

as i have it on my blackberry i can update regularly!

well until my next adventure peeps!

x

art...Art...ART!

this was a couple of pages from my first sketch book from this term..

stupid teacher making a fuss about my portfolio..

WHO GOT A OFFER WITHOUT GOING TO AN INTERVIEW AND ANOTHER WITH THIS SO CALLED WEAK PORTFOLIO..ME! SO SHOVE IT..

were my thoughts when he was choosing my work to put in..

sometimes art makes me want to attack people..

im not violent i promise. :)

Im a Harry Potter nerd..

Yup.. its been said..

i have just realised how much ive geeked out on harry potter since the films been released.

and thinking back.. ive done it to every harry potter film thats been released, and the fact that im breathing, sleeping, and eating harry potter is probably to do with the fact that its the last two parts of the whole thing.. and that depresses me more than the fact that dobby dies. i mean when i read the part where he dies.. i cried.. as in bawled a little bit at the fact that secretly i loved dobby ALOT.. and it was mean to kill him off, as well as killing hewig off, which was totally unnessary and made the film that little bit more distressing to watch (Not in a bad way just in a; i got REALLY into kinda way) and i think The part that id grown up along with the movies beeing a young excited 10 year old, and having a mother who read me the books in a last ditched attempt to get her only duaghter to read and stop climbing trees which lead to waaaay to many broken bones for a girl. and she was awesome at it, i mean hagrids voice was spot on i loved ever since, and so being able to say that i actually grew up with harry potter, and the films its kinda sad having 9 years of knowing that a harry potter film was gonna come out.. now theres just twilight and really.. who wants to watch twilight, unless you a girl, between in the ages of 12-16 then you'd pick twilight.. which i find ridiculous i mean.. I liked the twilight books, still kinda do in a embarrassed, 'What i'm a woman, mushy love stories get to me..' kinda way and i liked vampires and all that scary magical garb before the whole vampire cinema takeover.. but the films.. come on.. NO! NO!NO! i mean, eclipse in a fit of morbid curiosity i attempted to watch it.. and ended up laughing and crying WITH the fact that that film is STUPID.

.

R.I.P DOBBY :'(

so lets just say i loved the books, my fovurites being the the oder of the pheonix and onwards, (deathly hallows being the top of the favourite list..because its just pure epicness) and the deathly hallows film, i completely adored, it went along with mostly what id imaged no killing of the book and because its in two parts theres no stupid cuts, so that made me happy and i throughly enjoyed it.

and the animation explaining the tale of the three brothers, i mean it was so nice to watch i was amazed at how well it fitted in being such a different style to the movie, but it still held that dark kind of feel.

and ive started reading the last book again, because i read it years ago, and it was bugging me that i couldn't remember parts..

but anyway except for my harry potter verbal vomit.. i think this is enough.. FOR TONIGHT.. :D

(I Know this is not gonna make much sense as its so late at night ill re-read it tomorrow.. and laugh at myself at how i cant form coherent sentences..)

PEACE OUT!

An essay WHAT?

RANDOM PICTURE OF THE DAY

oh yes. ANYWAYS.

I been having a great time at my art college.. making stuffs, being cool, you'know how it goes..

but i soon found out that you CANT. ESCAPE. ESSAYS.

What do i have to do each week? i hear you say.

CONTEXTUAL ART STUDIES.

What is this? i hear you say, and why jessie, is it in red bold scary letters..

BECAUSE ITS EVIL!

thats why! i have to write an essay on two pieces of my own choice, and for NO REASON. i found out why i nearly failed most of my other subjects.

BECAUSE I GET DISTRACTED.

painting my toenails in multicolours is more amusing then writing about dead artists.

and when i voice this opinion, i get told.

"Maybe, this isnt the RIGHT thing for you"

WELL DUH! If id known we'd have to die for two hours in a classroom, with a teacher whose voice sounds abit too monotone for my liking, and my bladder always wanting to relieve itself every 5 minutes, then i wouldnt of done it!

Why does education ALWAYS want to cram some kind of writing down your throat.. because you mr. education man SUCK!

rant over.

i need to prepare for my presentation, which is meaningless now my tutor showed us a whole 45 minutes worth of the artist i was going to tell my class about soo Woo i get to be the least interesting person there.. but id be damned if i look up another guy.. NO WAY!

But apart from that.. i need to go catch up on misfits.. and drool over nathan.. and his err.. immortality.. which is funny.. AND THAT EPISODE WHERE HE GETS STUCK ON THE POLE? WHY WOULD ANYONE TAKE HIM OFF???

he stood there for about 20 minutes until he died and someone took him off..

some messed up friends hes got..:S

well back to work..

im distracting myself with this..

and i haven't got a usb so im gonna havfta shove my research on my blog so i can print it when i get to college.. The Joys!

FINDING STUFF..

random picture of the day!

well, yeah.. its my legs.. from camping i dont tend to bother about matching my socks camping as half the time im cold.. and just but anything on.. so yaar..

watch paranormal activity 2.. it was freaky.. and believe me it hit me when i was sleeping last night.. but it wasnt AS good as the first.. they were trying too hard, and it seemed abit silly in parts.. so there my update on that.. watch it if you wanna have nightmares when you wake up at 3am..

:)

me and my baby!! awogiigiigii.. hes so cute..

sorry..random..

Paranormal activity... 2

Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

I'm so gonna regret watching this.. at 3am tonight when i need to drink something and pee, maybe at two different times or at the same time, my body likes to torture me when im shit scared and hiding under my cover hoping that ghost IKNOW lives in my house doesn't decide to pop its head out and kill me or just toy with me by dragging me down the hallway.. i had i conversation with my mum about this.. She found me amusing, it went along the lines of..

ME: Last night i kept freaking about thinking about the first paranormal activity i mean, my rooms perfect dragging distance!

Mum: you what? why is it perfect dragging distance?

me: LOOK AT IT! I MEAN PERFECT DRAG A WOMAN ALONG THE FLOOR FROM HER BED DISTANCE!

mum: don't shout-

Me: Im not shouting im talking in a panicked tone bu-

Mum: and don't interrupt me, your room isn't 'perfect dragging distance' the ghost will take one look at the tip in your room and give up.

Me: oh i feel so much better.. not.

but really.. IT IS PERFECT DRAGGING DISTANCE.... and it gets so dark..

WISH ME LUCK WATCHING IT TONIGHT!

Twitter amuses me..

(click on thee photos to enlarge for the mo..)

i dunno why its turned into a print screen blog,

but u keep finding these damn funny screen shots ive taken of conversations..

hehe.. fun times..

OH I AM A KING!

I'm enjoying gloating at this..

my older cousin believes in me more!

I WIN!

:D

ahhhh... family

Me and my brother came across a photo of my cousin..

my brother died my from laughing claiming that he looked my a turtle and if i was any sister of his i would have to place my cousins head on a turtle.. so i did..

he laugh a lot longer after seeing my master piece

i then posted it on my cousins wall

we have both declared war.

my family make me proud..

My 19th birthday..

RANDOM [scary scarring just plain freakin' weird] PHOTO OF THE DAY!

I need to just comment on todays random photo.. WHY!? WHO MADE THIS. WHY!? eurg.. i may vom..

Thought id say..

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!?

and this blog has been around for about... a year and abit..

so Yaay to that!?

anyhoo..

i probably spent to whole day being annoyed that my brother didnt bother to wish me a happy birthday... but he did.. so yah.

except for the bugging me over the phone to tell me to say to my dad; 'roll me a fatty'

buuuut i managed to escape..

I DID enjoy Belgos and a line of different flavoured schnapps,

mmmm schnapps.. they were good..

but apart from me and my amazing birthday..

i thought id update on what i do in my class..

and how mondays make me want to stab myself repeatedly due to over exposure to boredom..

also my friends found great amusement in my mini notepad of comments.. :)

You are WELCOME!

it all started with a simple....

i used this one in two different lessons ^

and felt so awesome i wrote this to my friend straight after..

^_^

AND THE GRAND FINAL!

I felt the urge to tap my friend on the shoulder and show her how i truly felt about art history..

i feel going to art foundation has opened my mind so SO MUCH..

my maturity has gotten so..So..Mature?

no kid left inside, NONE I SAY!?!

*Skips off giggling while chasing a butterfly..*

Adios!

Cats,

my cat, is not a cat, but some kinda wimpy thing that manages to live, somehow..

and i find myself staring at him in awe at how much of a girl this cat is.

i mean i have a cat bed in my room to stop him from sleeping all over my clothes and leaving that cat lady kinda smell of over me and so to stop him i felt acomplished in giving him a cat bed.

but no he refuses the only time he'll try is when i have something half on top of it, and he puts his front paws on the bed moves around then turns to look at me in a way that says;

"See I'm trying but YOU put the fucking hairdryer on my bed, look cant sleep on here.. soooo its all your fault. Bitch."

and i find myself saying things back like,

me: You know what fuck you! you never sleep on there anyway! so get over yours-.. hey!..HEY..!! dont look at me like that! who said you can look at me like that RESPECT YOUR ELDERS!"

Mum: Jess? who you talking to?

exactly!

im now seen as the crazy one, when every family member knows im the fairly sane one!

so ha mr. cat

I WON!

I spend so much time doing work!

Thought i'd add an afterthought..

This is what i get up to when i go to college..

i sit in box's and make boxy homes, that make boxy villages..

so im awesome..

your jealous face it you wanna be in my box..

that sounded a bit wrong but moving on..

ENVY MY BOX HOUSE!

Ikea.

RANDOM PICTURE OF THE DAY!?

isnt he cute, hes all up in your face being all, "love me" i want a new kitten.

Today, during my art foundation class, i found myself humming the new ikea ad song..

And so humming this song concentrating on this awesome piece of art i was creating, and then BAM! It hit me, i was singing an advert song.. and really my face looked like this lovely drawing i did of myself, in my horror:

i love my black streaks attention to detail people.. attention to detail!

anyway.. in my horror i probably sat there for about 5 minutes mulling over how i sung that stupid song out loud in front of a whole class of people.. who

A. Don't know the song.

and

B. who dont really know me too well and probably think im kinda weird now.

-now que 5 hours later.-

*advert comes on.*

-5 minutes after-

Me: You will always find him in the kitchen at parties, your will always find him in the kitchen at paarrrttiiieeeeeeeeeeeessss..

Mum: Jess.......?

Me: PAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRTTIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEESSSSSSSS *Tap dances*

*silence.*

.....

.................................Oh damn, ikea, kudos, you have done your job.

Mum: Its a catchy song no?

so the moral of today is.. no matter how far you try to run away from those advert where you wanna scratch your eyes out because the theme is running through your head over.. AND OVER AGAIN!?

ahhhh